me: [is in an abusive relationship with the number 5] 

all the numbers are not doing anything i feel like they’re all too scared why does 5 have to be So Powerful i am upset & worried

okay so 1) i am convinced i am being manipulated by the number 5 and there is proof of this but i can only talk to one person about it because they’ll understand and 2) holy shit my arm itches so much and i am So Damn Uncomfortable 

the number five is controlling me i’m sorry number 8 i’m sorry we’re so vulnerable 

i ‘m really paranoid ahhahah ufkc uah 

i feel like the world is tilting and i need to take my #meds but i’m gonna die probably i feel like i’m being corrupted there is something IN my BRAIN

MY STITCHES ITCH AND I F EL LIKE THERE ARE BUGS IN IT  I’M DYING I ‘m  dy ing i ‘m dead

i hate myself for continuously not knowing any better

lmao lma oamlamoa 

i get so scared when my mom gets angry at me

she just got angry at me and i responded in a bad way and she kept asking me questions and i was thinking “i can’t answer i can’t answer” and she had a really really mean ton ena d i was like Fuck 

i’m still so damn scared of her Kil My Gay Ass

i ha te the word touch so much it makes me so damn uncomfortbale like “let me touch you” no get the fu ck away frm me holy sthig